Germany, L'Internet, theater

Blogging in Broadripple

I drove Caitlin to work at DK this morning, and am writing from the kitchen in Broadripple, a suburb of Indianapolis. It’s gorgeous outside – enormous trees covering all the streets with fall leaves, and tall houses that look like bricks and gingerbread and Little Midwestern Riding Hood.

I’m working on a personal statement for Middlebury about why I want to learn German this summer. When I was twenty-one, a group of German actors asked me to direct a play in Berlin, and I didn’t know the language. I was scrambling to finish a major I’d switched to late in my career, and decided (stupidly) that I didn’t have room to add the language classes. It’s time to learn it now, and to go back, as soon as I can.

I also just made a “Get Involved” page for the Convergence’s new PBwiki. (It’s under construction, but let me know what you think – indyconvergence.pbwiki.com)

I hate it when theaters, or other arts organizations, don’t have an obvious “Get Involved” link right there on their front page, telling you who to contact if you want to be part of their work. It may be that a lot of organizations in this country don’t actually want a flood of college students emailing them. But how are you supposed to get the next generation to come find you? What’s the continuity of the things you believe in?

Even the ones that do have “Get Involved” often just have a link for volunteers, and nothing about what actors and designers are supposed to do. I suppose they think if you can’t figure it out, can’t get your foot in the door, you don’t deserve to be part of the in-crowd. But speaking as someone who has “figured it out,” or part of it – I don’t think we gain anything by keeping the doors to our theatres more closed than they already are.

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directing, Germany, the chorus

Erfroren

I dreamed last night that someone was asking me about the chorus being still and I was saying “Yes, of course, erfroren (frozen), they can become that as well..” but the fact is, it’s been awhile since I’ve worked with those concepts. Gestaffelt (staggered) seems to emerge as easily as not…but frozen is tough.  The work does tend to encourage a kind of lassitude of constant movement. Finding stillness is a good key.

Sometimes your dreams tell you exactly what you should be focusing on.

I made the German actors do all kinds of choral improv / imitation exercises but without the freedom of being able to unleash it over the whole piece, it was boring to them. Also, since Helma (who was mostly who they imitated) was blocked so exactly herself, they were imitating something totally fixed.

The chorus work is only truly generative if both the imitated and the imitators are free to follow their impulses.

Trying to remember those terms I had:

zusammen (together)

gestaffelt (staggered)

erfroren (frozen)

And there was one for the mini-choruses, the monsters – Paare – Gruppen – I don’t remember.

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film, Germany

The Lives of Others

Saw the incredible film, DAS LEBEN DER ANDEREN last night with Kersti and Jeremy. Not only were parts of it shot in Kreuzberg, I think, on streets I recognize – not only did a prominent director kill himself early on in the film for not being able to do his work any more, blacklisted by the Stasi – not only did it make me, again, love German arts and artists –

it left all three of us feeling shallow and hopeless for the meaninglessness of our own American artmaking. I almost resolved to abandon my own writing projects.

Actor: I put on costumes and say lines all day…

In the morning, I am less compelled to abandon the projects, but more to learn their political meaning – and to write with the urgency and passion of one who could be killed for doing it, and the gratitude of one who doesn’t have to fear art.

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