the chorus, theater

WCX, day 18-21

Day 18, Mon 6/18
Down the curving 395, all the way home. Check into the house-sitting. Rental car return. I am exhausted, and the fact that I will be staying in this one location through July 22 feels like forever.

Day 19, Tues 6/19
First day of the Choral Voice workshop at HW – we have the kids work on a unison chorus and then go into their individual presentations of the choruses they’ve brought in. It was a good idea to have them each pick a short chorus to present – invests them in the work. My teaching objective for this course is to empower the individual actor’s voice and impulse within the chorus, and to move “beyond unison into harmony, complexity, and variety.” It’s the same sort of thing I was doing with improvised choral movement, except with text.

We perfect our unison chorus first, in order to know what the point is we’re departing from – Chris’s idea, and a good one. I make them read it over and over again, for listening, for volume, for acting values. We must do it over twenty times.
This is the unison chorus, from 13 CHORUS / Colonus:
Child, child, child of Oedipus,
Miserable child of unhappy Oedipus….

In each case, CF plays drums and/or piano with the choruses after they’ve done them a couple times, improvising and supporting them. There is a wonderful “aha” moment when the first kid hears his film-music-style improv behind her text, and she realizes how much more powerful she is with music behind her…it’s great.

“The chorus is never alone,” I say, quite often.
“People come in groups. The chorus is never alone.”
“The music is part of the chorus.”

The individual choruses the kids brought range from Greek stuff to Shakespeare to pop music. We also hear quite a number of selections from SPRING AWAKENING and SWEENEY TODD. I love some of the short Greek ones: one girl brings in just “But who would do that? Who would choose to be dead?”

We hear each kid present his or her chorus individually, and then I start shading them in – adding
more actors, either as spectators or second voices. We don’t quite finish the presentations of individual choruses.

That same day, I also begin scene study work, on a scene with a character who’s lost his arm in a war. CF works in a practice room in and around our sessions – we are spending hours and hours every day on choruses now. Our work on the schedule was worth it.
Dinner with my parents, Katsuya. We stop by Semele in the evening – it will host the reading of 13 CHORUS this weekend – and check out the space. Unfortunately, the piano can’t be opened, so we won’t have prepared piano as we’d hoped, but in all other ways it’s excellent.

Day 20, Weds 6/20
I wake up and have some intense dental work done at the crack of dawn, then return for the second day of the Choral Voice WS at HW. We return back to the unison chorus – the kids are outraged – “You said we were moving beyond unison!” but only to make it more complicated: we introduce cacophony, chaos, harmony voices. One group seems to grasp this intuitively, the other insists on dividing choral speakers into “core” and “coloring” members. I find this a bit simplistic at first but the notation of it is a useful phrase.

After our check-in with unison, we finish the individual chorus presentations. I encourage them to classify choruses – narrative, performative, moralistic – “the way things are, the way things are supposed to be” – speaking to the audience – speaking in public – but don’t labor the point. Next we move into small-group presentations of separate choruses – “breakaway groups,” as it were. I let them break up to prepare the choruses on their own. Then I assemble all the groups on stage and tell them we’re going to do all the choruses at once – but we run out of time. It’s a very dramatic finish to the first group, but I feel like I mistimed it a bit. My pacing is even more off in the second group, and we don’t even finish their individual chorus presentations. We do take lots of time to really finesse each chorus, which never hurts.

I have to remember that there is no timeline here. They learn as much as they’re ready to learn. I can work quickly if they can – if they want to dig deep into a particular concept, there’s no reason not to. I like to follow their energy when I can.

It’s not easy, but I do enjoy being able to work with high-school-age actors on extremely difficult and experimental concepts. I feel like they can tell how hard this stuff is, and if they’re good – and these are – they like it.

More scene study, and Chris and I work some more on the play, in a practice room the size of a teacup. We are hunched over the piano like it’s food. He’s working very fast. Dinner with Chris’s brother Dan: we grill corn, salmon, and rutabagas. I manage to break a bracelet and spill the grill’s ash tray all over the front porch steps. CF and DF play on keyboards and drums, Journey, Rush, sugarcane rock, and I can’t enjoy it. My mind is elsewhere, that’s for sure. I am exhausted – I have one scene to rewrite and it’s not happening. Casting woes, too. I sleep badly, as I always do when I know I’m supposed to be writing.

Day 21, Thurs 6/21
I meet at the HW Coffee Bean, scene of high-school skullduggery and iced blended things, with a former classmate of mine who’s thinking of directing a Greek play next year. It’s wonderful to dive back into the seas of LYSISTRATA – and it’s very satisfying for both of us to be working together again. We talk about text selection, adaptation, translation. She thinks there may be an opportunity for me to come out and play with choruses with her kids. That’d be awesome.

Third day of the Choral Voice WS at HW. My classmate joins me to hear the kids’ work: I have them do some unison for her, to prove they still remember it, then some cacophony/chaos/harmony on the unison. I then drill them slowly on having one speaker present an individual chorus with a 2nd and 3rd voice being added – very rudimentary, very step-by-step, but I want her to see it. I think the review helps them, too.

Next I throw some harder text at them, a 3-part canon Chris wrote out of the “A promise to you is no promise at all” section. They get it all. I’m quite proud of them. They concentrate. My classmate leaves. Bringing in an audience member of sorts really helped them step it up. I am grateful for her presence, and decide to remember this next time.

I decide to give them an exercise I know they can succeed at – I break this group up into even smaller groups, 2-person sections, and let them work on their chorus presentations that way. Some nice surprises out of this. They try to derail the work with silliness but I keep agreeing to all their ideas, and the silliness – which is really just energy – leads to more choruses. I’m happy with it.

The next group comes in. I had planned to build them up from unison, like the first one, but they are very eager to do 4 choruses on stage at once, as I promised at the end of the last session. I don’t think they can handle it, but I let them try – and sure enough, they are ready, and we break out into a Marriage-Of-Heaven-And-Hell-style free radical chorus jam session. Anything goes. All the texts, all the time. It’s quite lovely. The kind of class that makes you love teaching.

A spontaneous moment: “What is a chorus? Is anything a chorus?” and I bounce it back to the group: and they are ready with answers. “A chorus has to have an audience.” “A chorus talks about the way things are supposed to be.” “A chorus knows the story already.” In my head, I think, “A chorus is never alone. People come in groups.” But they know that – it’s so obvious, it doesn’t need to be said.

I have a scene study session on the short scene, and I have the kids do an exercise where they get to say all their subtext out loud. I think I stole it from Amina’s Meisner class. It’s quite emotional, but worth it.

CF and I work for a couple more hours after the workshop. He’s been highballing, and has finished all the music for the show, on time. (And I still have a scene to rewrite…) The jazz combo practice rooms have great energy – there’s a sign on the wall that says “Make sure to leave the room looking as if it’s been ransacked by Visigoths.”

Dinner at Mexicali, tequila, and a 23-minute-long Dream Theater song on the drive home. I water a lawn in Pasadena and feel like all the stability I gave up to pursue this career could be mine at the drop of a hat – just by inhabiting someone else’s house. Walk the dogs, and sit with laptops in the living room. Clearly, I’m not rewriting, but blogging, all appearances to the contrary. All right, Theseus. Je vous attend.

(It is such a relief to write a post that doesn’t have to be categorized as “travel” as well as everything else. There is no travel going on right now. Thank goodness.)

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you never know what is enough until you know what is more than enough

The luxury of having your possessions around you, long alienated from the road. I see my books and they almost don’t seem to know me. It’s good to know you can live without your library, or that I can, having been, before this year, as attached to it as to any of my limbs. But I don’t particularly want to go on living without it.

I’ve been rereading some old friends since coming back to Menlo Park, including, with great delight and familiarity, the old proverbs from Blake’s MARRIAGE OF HEAVEN AND HELL. This book knows me, at least, because it was my play once. What an amazing show that was to work on. What a ride.

Sometimes I wish I could ask Blake where I should go next, what do next, but I know what he’d say:

What is now proved was once only imagin’d.

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WCX, days 6 – 12

Day 6, Weds 6/4 – Day 8, Fri 6/6
Ashland, Ashland, Ashland. There’s never enough time. I have nothing more to add to what I said in my previous post – only that I didn’t get to see everything I wanted to see, due to being really under the weather for most of this stop. I will definitely be coming back for CLAY CART, OTHELLO and the other shows I missed as soon as I can. It’s a great season this year. I also saw some old friends. Not enough of those, either. I have to go back. It’s so frustrating to have getting sick correspond with your most beautiful outdoor stop on the trip. Mountains and rivers and theater, all missed. Still, did get to see one very heated political Shakespearean tragedy, and that worth all the trouble.

What? Coriolanus in Corioles?

Day 9, Sat 6/7
Feeling much better. We rent a car and drive the most scenic route possible from Ashland to the San Jose airport, dropping off the car five minutes before the cutoff. Highlights of the trip: the 101, the 1, the Humboldt redwoods, Confusion Hill, Whiskey Creek Road, and a gas station in Mendocino that sells organic wine. Cisco picks us up at the airport and we talk about old friends.

Day 10, Sun 6/8
Brunch and an enormous Stanford/Mirlo reunion at Stacks in Menlo Park, complete with an RA! I get to meet Quentin (of Megan) and Ben (of Romina), two husbands of my freshman dormmates. The evening is composed of Scrabble and Laphroaig. I get to play “GYRE.”

Day 11, Mon 6/9

We drive around Sausalito and Marin County with an old friend of a friend. The evening is, again, composed of Scrabble. I begin the next pass of the rewrite of 13 WAYS OF LOOKING AT THE CHORUS during the Scrabble game. I get to play “DIPTYCHS” off of “DIP,” the highest-scoring Scrabble play I’ve ever accomplished, 60 points. Cisco attempts to play “ANBOGUS,” which, in case you’re wondering, is not a word – although both “QAT” and “FORGAT” are. I feel the rewrite energy swamping me and I know I’m not going to be able to rest again until the play has a Draft 6. And a new title.

I don’t manage to do much rewriting, only to psych myself out about the need to do it. I do, however, discover a very confusing note in my OED. AT COLONUS edition, indicating that one of the most dramatic sections is “similar to a dirge.” I consult with a Stanford classicist. A dirge? Really?

Day 12, Tues 6/10
Morning in Mountain View. Today is a major work day, making up for all the fun over the weekend. We spend about 6 hours at 2319 working on the piano – CF transfers all the guitar music he’s written. It amazes me how much pieces of music that I thought were so attached to one instrument shift flawlessly into another. He was completely right about many of them, esp. the MEDEA sections, being better suited to piano.

We also demo techniques for integrating his music into the HW choral voice workshop. I read a variety of choruses out loud and he plays along with them. Some bumps in the road at first – I don’t know exactly what it is I’m trying to do, only what doesn’t work. After some false starts, we end up choosing a chorus section which I’ve adapted myself, which is more rhythmical than some of the other translations out there, for the first unison exercise.

Child, child, child of Oedipus,
Miserable child of unhappy Oedipus,
We pity you in your despair,
Just as we pity him for his misfortune –
But we tremble to think of what the gods may do.
We cannot risk helping you.
We will not kill him – that is enough.
But you must leave our city at once.

We’re very well prepared for the first day of the chorus workshop, I think. We will have to do some new preparation after we see where the students are at in responding to our work. But we’re ready for Day One – and I have lots of directions it can go after that.

During the day, I also meet with two old friends and Stanford professors – a computer scientist and a humanist. I talk theater with both of them. One of them tells me that I’m doing something meaningful with my life. I hope she’s right.

After a brief stop for sandwiches and a mid-rewrite crisis of confidence, we go to a Mountain View coffeehouse and I plow ahead on the rewrite. Suddenly, the play opens itself up to me again. I add new characters – a Messenger and Darius – and a mixed-up ending composed of the ending of seven different plays. I’m still working on it now.

Zeus in Olympus is the overseer
Of many doings. Many things the gods
Achieve beyond our judgment. What we thought
Is not confirmed and what we thought not, the gods
Contrive. And so it happens in this story.

The play is now tentatively titled TO DIE IN ATHENS.

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WCX, day 5

Day 5, Tues 6/3 (cont.)
Bus from Vancouver, BC, to Seattle.
Train from Seattle, WA, to Eugene, OR.
Bus from Eugene, OR, to Medford, OR.
Car from Medford to Ashland.
17 hours of travel: over 600 miles.

We spent a good 3 hours of the train ride having a preliminary meeting for this go-round on 13 WAYS OF LOOKING AT THE CHORUS – we went through the entire script, scene by scene, and talked about what did and didn’t work. We’re staying with different friends in Ashland, and I’m going to use the break to bring the draft of 13 CHORUS up to date from our meeting. The next round of changes is about the text, not the music, so the ball is in my court. The play needs two new scenes, a style overhaul (like redesigning your company’s branding, I guess) and a new title. Piece of cake.

We made one really exciting breakthrough on a chorus of 3 verses which incorporates a round – we added more repetitions so that each verse got a chance to pop out from the muddle of simultaneity. It was a bit like making a 12-tone matrix. I love being able to be mathematical with text, sometimes.

I can’t go through Eugene, OR without some kind of horrible bug bite-related incident: otherwise, it’s a lovely town. Pizza and beer down the street from the station in Eugene, and my first Greyhound by night: playing DJ with each other’s Ipods. A long and weary ride in the darkness.

But when we got to the Rogue Valley and the landscape changed to those open skies and soft hills, I felt a year of memories rushing over me. No place in the world looks like this place. The air is so liquid. The hills are the darkest, most merciless green. And everywhere you look, there’s a slope of low-lying mountains covered with trees. It couldn’t be more beautiful, or it’d kill you. If this isn’t the forest of Arden, I don’t know what is. And although I have greatly overused the opening lines of 12th Night in this blog, I can’t help but think about the willow cabin at the gate.

I think that Ashland being as beautiful as it is was part of what assured me I was making the right choice in leaving LA and taking on a year of freelance assistant directing. Although this year has been marked by crisis, poverty, and more travel than anyone really wants to do, I’ve seen more and more beauty each place I’ve gone. And what’s being young and stupid in theater for, if you can’t see the most gorgeous places this country has?

But it also makes me think of Ashland like a kind of Helen of Troy, dragging the young and idealistic theater people to their own destruction on the rocks of its breathtaking physical beauty. I know so many people who got into this profession, or stuck it out in spite of hardship, because of the charms of Ashland and OSF. And I guess though I’m not one of them – it was the Theatricum Botanicum, and Puck swinging in on a rope from the trees, that really did me in first – Ashland has increased my mania for this profession. So I have to thank, but also distrust, this unreliable and heartbreaking valley of theater.

O, you should not rest
Between the elements of air and earth
But you should pity me!

Day 5 ends with hydrogen peroxide and “Death and his brother Sleep.”

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WCX, day 1-5

This post begins the 2008 West Coast Xtravaganza Tour, otherwise known as WCX – over three weeks of traveling down the west coast of the US from Vancouver to Los Angeles, mostly by train. It’s the end of my year of freelance assistant directing, and the end of the completely itinerant, apartment-free lifestyle. We’re going by train, and stopping in Seattle, Vancouver, Ashland, San Francisco and LA. I’m traveling with a composer from Indianapolis who created the music for 13 WAYS OF LOOKING AT THE CHORUS in February’s Indy Convergence. We’re using the traveling portion of the trip as a way to revise the script, and we’ll workshop it in LA. I’ll also be teaching a new workshop on the choral voice in Los Angeles, and directing another reading.

Day 1:
Fly to Seattle. Rent a car (they stick us with a white PT Cruiser with a plastic-lollipop gearshift) Pick up CF at airport. Make a pilgrimage to the Pacific Ocean and get to the 75th Avenue overlook in Ballard as the sun is going down. Dine with the Miners, my aunt and uncle. At night, we hike through a road down to the beach where there’s been a collapse, and almost fall into a huge hole. We make it to the ocean. I never should have left the West Coast. Well, maybe you have to leave to know how strongly you want to come back.

Day 2, Sat 5/31
Walking and trail-running with my family. Afternoon with relatives: houseboat tour, lunch at Horizon House, Goodwill shopping with my cousin who helps me find my rock-concert jacket. Armed with an atlas, a map, and Google directions, and with the two best lattes in the galaxy (from the Java Bean in Ballard) we drive three hours in the Lollipop Mobile to the Gorge Ampitheatre in George, WA – where we watch Rush perform with the backdrop of a river. I am completely won over by both the music and the location. Lighting instruments sway in the wind above the stage. The drive back to Seattle after the concert is brutal, but we make it alive.

Day 3, Sun 6/1
Sleep for an hour and a half. Cornmeal variation pancakes with the Miners in the morning, and a four-hour bus ride from Seattle’s Union Station to Vancouver. We bought Swiss chocolate and spoke French at customs. Arrive in Vancouver, and walk down Commercial Drive with Mike and Kristel (Vera’s meat can’t be beat…) We meet up with Dasz. We watch a documentary on the history of metal.

Day 4, Mon 6/2
Much needed sleeping in – we meet Kristel for lunch at Canada Place and sit looking over the waters. The ocean in Canada is slate-colored. We take the ferry to Granville Island and wander in and out of the theater companies, the silk stores, the open-air markets. We careen in a bus down Broadway, and buy a twelve-pack to make up for last night. (Friendliest beer store in the world.) We watch overtime hockey, eat Panago pizza, drink Alexander Keith ale and talk about making animated movies out of the dreams in EINSTEIN’S DREAMS. CF and Mike experiment with the oscillator. (Really.) Kristel and I gmail-chat and talk at the same time and it’s still as if we will never be able to say all the things we are thinking to each other.

Caitlin calls to tell us that we/the Indy Convergence have made it to round 2 of Creative Capital. This is extraordinary news – I remember writing that grant as I was sitting in between rehearsals at PCS. I’m very happy.

Day 5, Tues 6/3
We wake up early and take the bus from Seattle to Vancouver.
Blogging from Seattle, at the Tully’s round the corner from Union Station.
We go from here on train to Eugene, then via bus to Ashland. Ashland is where this entire odyssey started for me, and it’ll be interesting – it’ll be difficult, but important – to see what I feel like going back there.

See you in Oregon.

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the demon barber of peachtree

Zack, Pam and I are going to see Sweeney Todd tonight, at Atlanta’s historic Fox Theatre. It’ll be nice to hear the music that was cut from the film. I enjoyed that movie so much that I walked alone through the snow (ten miles, uphill, both ways) in Denver one night to see it by myself, after seeing it with a group of the LYDIA actors.

This will be my first time since I was a kid seeing a touring production of a show. I am reminded of some of the things an actress friend of mine said to me about how difficult it is for audience members to tell when they’re seeing the Equity or the non-Equity version of the tour. Producers sometimes abruptly fire the entire Equity cast before or during the tour, and replace them with non-Eq actors. Of course, there are asterisks (or not) in the program – but if marketing materials and review quotes remain the same, audience members don’t learn the difference till they’ve already paid for their tickets.

And, of course, the tickets still cost just as much. Not that non-Eq casts can’t be just as good, but they haven’t really come straight from Broadway.

So I tried for myself to determine if this was an Eq or non-Eq cast, and couldn’t, not through a few simple clicks. I’m going to wait and be surprised.

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a time of decision

One way or another, the events of the next ten days will determine my future for the next year – and it’ll be nice to have more of a location forecast. Partly West Coast with a chance of East? As of July, I intend, I vow, to have moved somewhere in this country for an entire twelve months.

I am waiting to hear about a couple of large deadlines. If one comes through, I will go where it takes me. If not, I will go where I feel like going. Where that is is still unclear to me, but it will, at least, be only one place at a time.

In the spirit of this year of travel, I’m going to be in Texas, Atlanta, and Seattle, with friends and loved ones, at the time when these deadlines come forward. One way or the other, I’ll still be seeing the people I love.

One way or another, I’ll be directing two readings in Los Angeles in June – one of a short play by Ron Allen, one of a long and messy play adapted, by me, from the Greeks (all of them.)

And one way or the other, I expect to be very hard to reach for the next ten days – to go into the hermit crab’s shell while I wait for the shell of the wanderer crab to fall off.

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lazy sunday

Yesterday, went to the Bronx Botanical Gardens with Tony and some Deep Springs/H-Med friends. Awash in cherry blossoms. One of them (the friends, not the trees) was the second earnest young rhyming poet I’ve met since coming here. We talked about Gerard Manley Hopkins, comics, hip-hop, sound poetry, Jay-Z, Eminem… There is a lot of comfort in finding other people occupying the same narrow subtopic-landing strip of the mind. And other people who are willing to introduce themselves as poets.

And today, going to see PASSING STRANGE, the first play I’ve seen since being here, and perhaps the only one since I leave Friday. It hasn’t been the whirlwind of theatergoing I expected, perhaps because this past year has been so awash in theater.

Tony and I were talking about metaphor yesterday, and technology. Things like “memory full” and “holding pattern” – the way that, as we work more with computers (or airplanes), we think of ourselves as more like them. And them more like us.

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theory of acting

Yesterday I met with a friend of a friend at the Olive Tree Cafe, drinking endless cups of tea, walking to the bathroom through a comedy club, and we ate for hours while groups of people – designers, directors, public health advocates – came in and out. It was like a salon, or like the way I remember the Cat and Fiddle in LA. We discussed the marriage of two of them – the bride is going to carry her wedding dress on the 7 train to the actual ceremony.

By the end of it, we had all talked about the difficulty of separating art from life, including the usual digression on Heath and Method and Batman, and I had persuaded a director and an actor to read some scenes from my work-in-not-even-progress, the two-character realistic play that is so unlike me but I don’t seem to be able to stop writing.

I would really like to collaborate with someone (perhaps this actor, or others) on a general-interest theory of acting article. I’m very unqualified to write it. I just think it needs to be written.

And I have finally learned to end hanging out early enough to take my trains early enough to be home by midnight.

Today I have a meeting with another friend-of-a-friend that is my first real New York theater meeting, at a diner near Times Square. Should be interesting.

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