gradschool, music, theater, Uncategorized

moREcap

Thursday: Last class of the spring IFP section, followed by more of the Levis paper, followed by the end-of-first-year department conversations, followed by rehearsal for the Choral Society concert tomorrow, followed by more of the Levis paper.

Concert info:
Love and Madness: Choral Society Spring Concert
Come out to the Choral Society’s free spring concert, Love and Madness, on Friday, May 7 at 7:30 p.m. Concert held at First English Lutheran Church, on the corner of North Charles and 39th. Featuring works by Brahms, Schumann, and Britten. (The Britten’s text is Christopher “For I Will Consider My Cat Geoffry” Smart’s Jubilate Agno.)

Tonight is our department party, followed by the concert, followed by the department after-party.

Finally, this weekend I am attending a conference on new Russian drama, to be held at Towson, at which I’m going to see a number of East Coast friends who I haven’t seen since the trip to Poland last year. I’m really happy to be able to go.

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the chorus, Uncategorized

Into the woods, it’s time to go,

it may be all in vain, you know–
Into the woods, but not forgetting
Why we’re on the journey…

Yes, please try to remember why you’re on the journey. You know it is time for the semester to be over when you have discovered how to use Amazon’s Video On Demand. Recap:

Wednesday: very successful chorus recording session for Auden’s “The Dead Echo” (originally titled “Death’s Echo”) When poets write choral texts, they don’t give stage/staging directions. I had thought, for years, that the italicized portions of that poem ought to be spoken by many voices, and the non-italix by a single voice. The reverse is true. Auden’s “chorus” in the poem, in the sense of a refrain, is better actualized by a single voice, and the “verse” by a group of choral speakers. He is so smart, and so difficult. The texts resists being performed. Reminds me of the way I felt trying to memorize Dickinson. I’ve pasted it below if anyone cares to see what a trip it is. Note the tripping-up-of-rhythm. Recap will continue after the poem.

The Dead Echo (Death’s Echo) – W. H. Auden

“O who can ever gaze his fill,”
Farmer and fisherman say,
“On native shore and local hill,
Grudge aching limb or callus on the hand?
Father, grandfather stood upon this land,
And here the pilgrims from our loins will stand.”
So farmer and fisherman say
In their fortunate hey-day:
But Death’s low answer drifts across
Empty catch or harvest loss
Or an unlucky May.
The earth is an oyster with nothing inside it,
Not to be born is the best for man;
The end of toil is a bailiff’s order,
Throw down the mattock and dance while you can.

“O life’s too short for friends who share,”
Travellers think in their hearts,
“The city’s common bed, the air,
The mountain bivouac and the bathing beach,
Where incidents draw every day from each
Memorable gesture and witty speech.”
So travellers think in their hearts,
Till malice or circumstance parts
Them from their constant humour:
And slyly Death’s coercive rumour
In that moment starts.
A friend is the old old tale of Narcissus,
Not to be born is the best for man;
An active partner in something disgraceful,
Change your partner, dance while you can.

“O stretch your hands across the sea,”
The impassioned lover cries,
“Stretch them towards your harm and me.
Our grass is green, and sensual our brief bed,
The stream sings at its foot, and at its head
The mild and vegetarian beasts are fed.”
So the impassioned lover cries
Till the storm of pleasure dies:
From the bedpost and the rocks
Death’s enticing echo mocks,
And his voice replies.
The greater the love, the more false to its object,
Not to be born is the best for man;
After the kiss comes the impulse to throttle,
Break the embraces, dance while you can.

“I see the guilty world forgiven,”
Dreamer and drunkard sing,
“The ladders let down out of heaven,
The laurel springing from the martyr’s blood,
The children skipping where the weeper stood,
The lovers natural and the beasts all good.”
So dreamer and drunkard sing
Till day their sobriety bring:
Parrotwise with Death’s reply
From whelping fear and nesting lie,
Woods and their echoes ring.
The desires of the heart are as crooked as corkscrews,
Not to be born is the best for man;
The second-best is a formal order,
The dance’s pattern; dance while you can.

Dance, dance, for the figure is easy,
The tune is catching and will not stop;
Dance till the stars come down from the rafters;
Dance, dance, dance till you drop.

(1936)

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a propos of nothing, music

the later I leave it

Rehearsal last night for Choral Society at the Lutheran church north of campus. Echoes are the lighting systems of live vocals. Suddenly, our volume is more than adequate. We are singing Britten, Brahms, and Schumann, with soloists.

I have also been reading Ellie Harrison’s Tea Blog. One sentence in response to each cup of tea for three years. Click “random.” For example: “There is no way I’d pay 10 Euros for 2 cheese rolls,” from May 7, 2007. Also: “The later I leave it the less worthwhile it’ll be going to the studio today,” from February 10, 2007. It’s a great stalling device.

After Harrison finished Tea Blog, a book came out about this and other projects of hers that involved large amounts of data, called Confessions of a Recovering Data Collector (she also did projects involving tracking food eaten and miles traveled.) www.ellieharrison.com.

Still working on Levis paper.

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the chorus, theater, Uncategorized

also

I should blog about this. The chorus meeting on Saturday was really special. One of the collaborators brought in some different musical themes related to the content of “Emperor of Ice-Cream,” like ice-cream truck jingles combined with a moving left-hand bass, to layer together, so that the music with the words had the same sense of multiple voices. With just three of us, over time, we built up lots of layers: a humming voice, two speakers, two people on piano and trombone. I have discovered that I don’t mind using technology to achieve multiple layers as long as the vocal track has simultaneity that is genuinely recorded in one take, or track. (Many takes, fine, but multiple voices on the same track. You know what I mean.)

At any rate, it was wonderful. Lots of dense musical layers, two male tenor spoken voices with a really similar timbre, just blending together. Intense use of volume. It was good, good, and we’re meeting again Wednesday. I don’t know how, exactly, I have time for this. I don’t. I just don’t have time to not be doing it. Chorus jams, chorus impromptus…something. A place where voices, people with instruments, actors can be combined for the sake of the sounds. I hope, if it’s not hoping too much to hope this, that I never have to stop doing this kind of work.

Never is a lot. I wish that when I had gotten the chance to know the man who was the composer for the show I worked on in Denver that I had talked to him about some of this. I have thought about him a bit since starting this, and the way that his own music had so much simultaneity to it. I mean, all music has some, I suppose, but his really featured it. (He died months after the show was up.) He worked very closely with the text. For weeks while he couldn’t be in Denver, I wrote a sort of private rehearsal journal for him, telling him what we worked on in terms of character. He said it helped him write the music.

It doesn’t do any good to sit around thinking about what may or may not happen. It only does good to keep working.

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gradschool, Uncategorized

words, words

The last graduate reading of the year was tonight. Fiction, poetry, science writing. I like that there are a couple of events where the fiction writers and the poets are more intermingled. This is one of them. There’s always more to be done than there’s time to do in the last week of classes, but I’m really glad I went.

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poetry, Uncategorized

Saturday:

writing a paper on Larry Levis, trying to write a conference abstract, about to go record some Auden. The last new poem of my first year in the program is due Tuesday.

Last week, I and some of the other grad students attended an event on campus put on by the Johns Hopkins University Press to celebrate the publication of an anthology titled “British Women Poets of the Long Eighteenth Century.” Three poets read. Each read a poem from the anthology as well as one of their own poems, and discussed their choices. One of the editors, Paula Backscheider, was also present. She talked about the process of putting the book together, and signed copies.

I really like the anthology, and I’m going to put up some things from it here. One of my favorite poems so far has been a blank verse piece by Elizabeth Hands, satirizing the way that people talk disdainfully about poems written by a servant. (Her own work.)

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Baltimore

PSA:

Cafe Spice, in Towson, has the best Indian food I have ever eaten at a restaurant in my life, anywhere on the planet. It’s only surpassed by the couple of times I have gotten to eat Indian food that was home-cooked. It. Was. Amazing. Went there last night, and then came home to find that one of my roommates was making his variation on his family’s carne asada tacos recipe…Spring makes food good.

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making plans

for an interdepartmental par-tay on May 15. You know it’s nearing finals when you are having to plan post-finals blowouts. I’m in D Level again, and there are many other Writing Seminarians here, trusting the library’s atmosphere to make us productive.

Started a new story yesterday, about a woman who has an antagonistic relationship with her infant. It’s a lot of fun to write, even more so because it’s required for nothing.

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Baltimore, poetry

There never was a spring like this

I’m in the library, grading writing, with a feeling of great freedom, as one only can write when the obligation of a deadline has been removed. It is very nice that the half-thesis was due a couple weeks before the end of the semester. It means the end of the semester won’t be so arduous.

Through the window on D Level, I can see the Ferris wheels of Hopkins’s Spring Fair turning, and the sky becoming a medium gray. The heat is elusive. It’s a real and inconstant April.

The flowers are out. Our yard, which used to be a demure dark green, looks like it’s wearing an exploding piñata. You can’t walk down the street without being pelted with seed pods. Therefore, spring poem:

To John Keats, Poet, At Spring Time

I cannot hold my peace, John Keats;
There never was a spring like this;
It is an echo, that repeats
My last year’s song and next year’s bliss.
I know, in spite of all men say
Of Beauty, you have felt her most.
Yea, even in your grave her way
Is laid. Poor, troubled, lyric ghost,
Spring never was so fair and dear
As Beauty makes her seem this year.

I cannot hold my peace, John Keats,
I am as helpless in the toil
Of Spring as any lamb that bleats
To feel the solid earth recoil
Beneath his puny legs. Spring beats
her tocsin call to those who love her,
And lo! the dogwood petals cover
Her breast with drifts of snow, and sleek
White gulls fly screaming to her, and hover
About her shoulders, and kiss her cheek,
While white and purple lilacs muster
A strength that bears them to a cluster
Of color and odor; for her sake
All things that slept are now awake.

And you and I, shall we lie still,
John Keats, while Beauty summons us?
Somehow I feel your sensitive will
Is pulsing up some tremulous
Sap road of a maple tree, whose leaves
Grow music as they grow, since your
Wild voice is in them, a harp that grieves
For life that opens death’s dark door.
Though dust, your fingers still can push
The Vision Splendid to a birth,
Though now they work as grass in the hush
Of the night on the broad sweet page of the earth.

“John Keats is dead,” they say, but I
Who hear your full insistent cry
In bud and blossom, leaf and tree,
Know John Keats still writes poetry.
And while my head is earthward bowed
To read new life sprung from your shroud,
Folks seeing me must think it strange
That merely spring should so derange
My mind. They do not know that you,
John Keats, keep revel with me, too.

– Countee Cullen

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Half-thesis

turned in! (Half-brain left.)

This is our first-year portfolio, and although we still have classes and papers and other things to finish, this is the most symbolic part of completing the year.

23 pages (would be over 30 if you keep to the 32 lines/page thing, but 23 pages with normal pagination), 17 poems. All in. The thesis at the end of next year has to be about twice as long.

It hasn’t sunk in yet, but it will later tonight, at the beer garden Hopkins puts up as part of its Spring Fair. See you there.

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